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13 July 2008 @ 06:13 pm
Need to post more! New layout. Break ups and relief. Chillin'. Court. Cosplay!  
All right. I need to post more in my LJ. I've actually been paying attention to my myspace believe it or not. I need to fix my cosplay.com account. I have lots to upload, and need to ammend costumes, add costumes and blah blah.

So, if you SAW I HAD a beautiful new layout, Jezebel from Godchild/Count Cain. He's awesome, and my best friend Leigh is amazing for making it. But now she changed it said I was going to kill her. So I've been forcing myself to stay awake to write all this, and then have to edit the post. This is Sukisho! I am Sunao. xD And the banners in my profile. I will post more often now or she will kill me. Plus, isn't this layout gorgeous? My partner in crime rocks. I need to get new icons though. Make them too. I've had the same ones for sooo long. And she's making me a cool mood theme. I had one before, but nixed it long ago. I loved my Rosiel layout, but it's time for a nice change and since I am Jezebel and she is Cain. WE HAVE TO MATCH. We've also noticed that we're opposite with hair. She's a blonde and looks hot with dark hair. I have dark auburn and look hot with blonde. I'm not fat anymore, the only hint of weight on me besides my gargantuan bossom is loose skin which I'm toning up. It may sound conceited but I can look in the mirror and say I'd tap that. You'd tap me too, Leigh!

So me and Jen broke up. It's actually quite a weight off my shoulders and a major relief. I've honestly been wanting to break up for awhile, but wanted to spare her feelings I guess is the best way to put it. And then we barely talked at all the last while. So we really didn't have a relationship this last bit..but anyway. I'm single again! And not upset about it. I have wings to fly away.

My mom is calling me an alcoholic. I've been drinking a lot. But only when my friends come over, like Eric. He comes over all the time, and yeah. I'm so glad I've gained so many friends in town again. Best friends back like him and Stephanie. But yeah we hang out, and drink and chill. What's awesome is that they've legalized absinthe in the united states. It fits for me to drink it. It's basically how they used to drink it was with the sugar cube, the perforated spoon and with laudenaum. I probably spelled that wrong. And that's poison. It's a european artist drink. It's black licorice flavored, which Eric and I hate but he buzzed his with Red Bull and it actually tasted good. I just took the sugar and cold water. Since no laudenaum. But absinthe is way stronger than everclear or whiskey. It's pretty much an opiate, a drug, a poison. You just need a little and you get smashed. So two nights in a row, Steph stayed the night once. And Eric twice. He's always spending the night. Laf, and he goes nudist which is always interesting. He and I made a pact when we were young teenagers we were gonna get married at 30 if we were single. We're very close. I wish Leigh lived out here just so we could hang out cuz we'd have a blast. But yeah, Steph is the alcoholic. She drinks when she's alone. Eric and I drink with friends. He'd be here tonight but he's off somewhere at someone's birthday. I'm so tired, falling asleep right now, but wouldn't be surprised if he didn't get shitfaced he came here. He's a bifile like me. And a gorgeous Korean. He's aiding me with relearning some Korean, I'm teaching him Japanese. He used to speak it, but like me he hasn't in awhile so it's slipped. How I am with my Korean. I know many languages and catch on quick so. We had Vampyre wine, vodka. The merlot is nasty but the Cabernet Sauvignon is amazing. We have more but the vampyre liquor stains your lips and it looks like blood. And if you have a vamp fetish it's for you. He has natural fangs. And he just let it drip down his mouth, all over his body. GYAHH. SO HOT. A hot Korean with fangs and blood down his mouth. And he always does like this tease when he gets that way too. Everyone says we're like a couple.

I've got court on Wednesday for my social security. There's no way I'm going to lose, it's just how much money can I get. I hate living at home and not being able to work or go to school. So I might try some online classes in Januart. Mom's retiring in two years and I feel so left behind in life because of all the illnesses. I will be okay. This money will help, and I should get Medicare, Medicaid. All that. And backpay and all this so. My lawyer said there's no way I can lose. Happy. I'm pissed that they pushed back when I was going to get dentures. I was supposed to get them July 3rd, and then the people who make them were ending up taking too long and I'm getting them on the 21st.

COSPLAY! COSPLAY! COSPLAY!
Okays. I am still cosplaying. Despite the hell and stupidity of ACEN. And the fucking dumbassness of some of my so-called friends. ACEN has came and gone and if you know about the hell of it then good because I'm not getting into it I was supposed to go to Otakon. However some money issues, people issues, and place to stay lead me not to go. Leigh isn't going either. Our big focus has been Anime USA, or AUSA. I have AWA to go to, and I might be going to T-Mode to see Rae but AUSA I cannot wait. Eric is a cosplayer and he's joining in on cosplayness.

Anywho. I have so much stuff to do for AUSA. A ridiculous amount of work is being put into this, and money on all sides but you know it's gonna be amazing and great and hopefully one of the best cons ever, so there won't be any drama. Jen isn't going and some people I dislike aren't going, and if they are I'm sorry my vain-ness has come out but we're so winning in the I can out cosplay you category. As Leigh reads this and laughs and knows it's true. I'm sorry, my Rufus is awesome. Always has been, and always will be amazing. Both versions. I hate elitist bitches of course. Leigh and I are leet, but we're not pricks. Unless you fuck with us, and then you're going to get it. I'm so tired of getting into a certain cosplay, and crappy people moving in on it that had no interest before at all. So eat your heart out. Here's my list for AUSA and things I have to make for AUSA. None of Leigh's stuff I have to make though. I'm styling all of the wigs for me, Leigh, and Eric. Yes we will have correct contacts as well. AUSA is a drama free con, and we're determined to have an awesome time.

Angel Sanctuary
Leigh-Setsuna
Eric-Katan
Me-Rosiel

Yami no Matsuei
Leigh-Tsuzuki, Puppy Tsuzuki
Eric- Doctor Muraki
Me-Hisoka, Miinase Hijiri

Final Fantasy VII Advent Children
Leigh-Tifa
Eric-Vincent Valentine
Me-Cid Highwind

Sukisho
Leigh-Sora
Eric-Yoru
Me-Sunao

Godchild/Count Cain
Leigh-Cain
Eric-Cassain
Me-Jezebel

Gravitation
Leigh-Hiroshi
Eric-Eiri Yuki
Me-Shindou Shuichi

Loveless
Leigh-Soubi
Me-Ritsuka


Ta-da that's all folks!
 
 
 
Catacuda: Michiru: Sidemyztic_beauty on July 14th, 2008 06:28 pm (UTC)
I hope that court goes well and that you can get the money you deserve to do what you want to do. Good luck, hon. ♥
Jennapamuya on July 14th, 2008 09:15 pm (UTC)
Uh, yeah I am going to AUSA, provided money isn't a problem. Leigh even asked me to be Hijiri.
Tori! xD: Changmin Stellar by kaiiserhaldir_whore on July 20th, 2008 06:13 pm (UTC)
I talked to her. She said she asked you about it before she knew for certain if I was going to be Hijiri. But not like it's a big deal. I'm still doing Hijiri and Hisoka for Yami no Matsuei.
Jenna: karinpamuya on July 20th, 2008 09:28 pm (UTC)
yeah she said pretty much the same thing XD

i'll probably just be someone else then (planning on yuna since everyone tells me to be her XD), 'cause if i go i'm not rooming with you guys and it'd be confusing.

Edited at 2008-07-20 09:28 pm (UTC)
tsubakifishtsubakifish on July 15th, 2008 12:53 am (UTC)
Good luck with the court stuff. @_@ The courthouse metal detectors don't like me much.

Also good luck with cosplaying. @_@ I may be unable to dress as Sephiroth this year due to a craptastic wig and the fact I might've gained a few pounds.